Finding the Path: 2007-2010

I was finding myself waking up before my alarm clock every day, feeling sharp pains in my chest, experiencing tunnel vision and muscle weakness, etc. At one point my chest pain was so intense that my supervisor actually drove me to the hospital. I had experienced my first panic attack.

Painful Lessons: 2006

I was grateful to have a job. Unfortunately, I immediately knew that I didn’t want to work there long-term and actually started applying to other jobs the second week I was there.

Apartment Music 55

To get excited to prep for a performance like this, I need more than an abstract idea or concept to build from – I need to connect the music to something deeply-felt. It wasn't hard to figure out what that should be.

Unsteady Steps: 2002 - 2005

I had started encountering a troubling reality that I was going to continue experiencing for the rest of my undergraduate degree. Math classes were a struggle – I got a C in calculus III. Too many B’s and C’s in math courses were going to make my grades suffer.

Online Magia Retreat?

I have been winding up a year's study and practice in John Michael Greer's Way of the Golden Section. Just a few more days before I complete the year-long